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Tuesday, November 8, 2011, 4:34 PM
the world went away
I don't see the point of lecturing me. Just save your breath.
I will clean my room eventually - it hasn't even been a week since the end of HSC and you're already hassling me. Just fucking chill. It will get done. If it bothers you so fucking much, don't come into my room.
It isn't my fucking fault that nobody's replied to me. I have applied at places. I have been calling David Jones. It is not my fucking fault that they haven't replied.
Stop fucking comparing me to other children. I am not K. I do not want to study medicine. And last I hear - you didn't want me to fucking apply interstate, so if anything, this is not my fault. Also, I told you I didn't want to do medicine. Did you listen to me? No. You told me to go fucking do UMAT anyway. Whose fault is it that I wasted the money & time going there. Not fucking mine.
Sor-fucking-ry I'm not good enough.
Have a fucking cry, because I'm not going to uni for you. I'm going for me. I'm going to see what I want to do in life, what I can offer. I want to experience everything that life can offer. I can't do that with medicine. So too fucking bad.
I will clean my room eventually - it hasn't even been a week since the end of HSC and you're already hassling me. Just fucking chill. It will get done. If it bothers you so fucking much, don't come into my room.
It isn't my fucking fault that nobody's replied to me. I have applied at places. I have been calling David Jones. It is not my fucking fault that they haven't replied.
Stop fucking comparing me to other children. I am not K. I do not want to study medicine. And last I hear - you didn't want me to fucking apply interstate, so if anything, this is not my fault. Also, I told you I didn't want to do medicine. Did you listen to me? No. You told me to go fucking do UMAT anyway. Whose fault is it that I wasted the money & time going there. Not fucking mine.
Sor-fucking-ry I'm not good enough.
Have a fucking cry, because I'm not going to uni for you. I'm going for me. I'm going to see what I want to do in life, what I can offer. I want to experience everything that life can offer. I can't do that with medicine. So too fucking bad.
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