I dislike you guys but it still hurts when you don't invite me to your outings.
Ahahahahah.

No, really.
Go fuck yourselves.

Also, Merry Christmas!

Edit/
And now you're talking to me? Wow. W o w.
Get the fuck out.

hahahahahah
i hate how you make me feel
hahahahahahaha

I want the good old day of crushes back :(
I don't want to go out on dates with guys I barely know
I want to have a crush on someone and experience the elation of finding out that he likes me back, the elation of going on that first date

This is prompted by 2 guys asking me out/for my number at work. Both of whom I said no to. But still. Eurgh.

I have been single all of this year, dear god.

2012, please be good to me :(

It's nice to know you're proud of me, really. But I'm not proud of myself. That's why I don't want people knowing. I'm sorry. I know I beat a lot of your friend's children. And that makes you proud? I don't know. I just don't want people knowing. It's not good enough for me. It doesn't show my true potential. And yeah, near the end I didn't study hard enough. I know I didn't. I crammed like fuck. And that doesn't make me proud. I know you'll still love me. Even when I'm being difficult, but sorry. I'm so sorry.

I love that this has somehow turned into a 'thing'.

My brother (Raymond) and I are having movie series marathons during these holidays! It started when I was watching Lord of the Rings and he wanted in, LOL. We make popcorn and everything too LOL. Transformers is next, and I want to watch/re-watch Batman but he was like, 'no', and he wanted to watch Rambo and I was like, 'no' LOL.

In other new, our HSC results are out. Am I gonna tell anyone? Ahahaha, no. I kinda raged at my parents when they were trying to find out, and I feel guilty now. But. Like. Seriously. All they're going to do is compare me to other people's children. And do I want that? No. I don't care if I got higher than them, I'm still not sharing.

I'm going to get into uni. I know that for a fact. Isn't that all that matters?

The formal is tomorrow, and I am totally unprepared. LOL. If Monica妹妹 goes into labour today/tomorrow I am totally fucked for hair and make-up LOL. Also, accessories. I've only got a necklace and no bangles/bracelets. Idek if the necklace suits the dress, LMAO. Oh god.

It's supposed to be raining tomorrow, and everyone's like >:( at the weather. I think I'm the only one celebrating it. Partly because I love the rain, and partly because I take pleasure in people-I-don't-like's pain. Ahahah. I'm so mean. But seriously.

Also, ep 3.07 of Glee is airing tomorrow (for Australians). Kurt's going to lose the election and I'm going to cry. And PERFECT. And creyz. creyz. creyz. No but seriously. I will be sobbing before I do my hair and make-up and then I will look not nice. LOL. OH AND. We were going to have a girl's night thing with Lisa and Jess for the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show because it airs tomorrow as well! But noooo, stupid formal is in the way.

Oh and people asked me to go drinking after formal. Ahahahahahah. I have never touched a drink in my life. What. Wtf.

Okay. Yeah.
Not Excited.

I'm breaking out. So fucking badly. To the point where I don't want to go outside without make-up. I'd rather just sit at home reading fic/sleeping/watching tv shows.

I went to the dermatologist today. I start roaccutane treatment next week. Which means, my face won't clear up in time for he formal. God, I really don't want to go. It's a night where everybody's supposed to look good. And I will be here just like. Hi. The HSC made me break out so now I look like a monster, please go away.

Omg. Eurgh.

Fuck. Life.

Fuck you Mac Fields.

Yeah, I just like blaming everything on MF, nbd.